A dedication/declaration.

♥

Hi my boy. ;)

I'm so sorry. I cant get to sleep. Nonetheless, here's something (sweet, I hope) for you.

To date, we've spent 133 days & 7 hours together. We went through countless ups & just a few tiny little downs. Right now, for us, I'm pnly looking forward to 6 months from now. When we'll be free from all that studying crap. It's ruthless, I know. But we'll make it. I know we will. ;) You do too right? Good, I knew you felt that way too! Anways. I know I can be a little 'kiddy' sometimes (I must reinforce the fact that 'kiddy' does not equate to childish. Childish is like, ohmygod-will-you-snap-out-of-it that kinda thing y'know?) I know, my thinking sometimes, are a little ditzy, but they make sense okay! & I know how to think in a larger sense too. But with you, my brain just shrinks. HAHAHAHA. Okay, nononono. With you, I just dont feel a need to be smart. Cause I love it when you're quicker than me & make decisions for me & explain things to me cause whatever you say (even if it's in jibberish) JUST MAKES SENSE TO ME. ;) I look forward to a million things y'know? Like our 6th month, that's huge to me. (See, that's what I meant by kiddy. 6 months just seems collosal to me.) & then there's my birthday, & yours 12 days after. (I smell something burning. Oh, that's just my wallet, it's been bombed. Heeheeee!) So yes, I love living life day-to-day. But when it comes to you, there's just no turning back & I can only look forward. & I know sometimes, it feels impossible to convince me/change my mind. But trust me darling, JUST FORCE IT IN MY HEAD. ;) I apologise for being too preoccupied with myself sometimes that I dont listen to you. Actually, I think of you alot & plan everything in my life with you in mind cause you're a huge part of me that I cant deny.

Thanks dearest, for being the sweetest & only one who can stand the weirdness in me. (Like you said, 'feng feng dian dian'.) I know there's gonna be a million & one wrong decisions that I'm bound to make in life, but that's just the way it is. We can only fly if we begin on the ground right? & as I continue to make mistakes in life, I trust that you'll be there to cushion my fall so that my butt wont hurt right? Yayyyy!

I love you, ♥Lim Ding Yang!

PS. You owe me many answers! ;P