There's no other superstar.

I'm mildly irritated by the fact that my dad bought me blue right off the rack instead of just giving me a call & asking for my preferences. Shoot man.

I had a nightmare 3 nights ago. & the strongest memory I had about that nightmare was the favouritism portrayed by my parents. Though at times my dad tries to salvage the situation, there's alsways this hint of we-love-Marcus-more that wont shy away from them. & it kinda sucks. I'd love to think that I'm just thinking too much. But, I'm not. It was always be to not be the #1 Favourite. It's something I grew up being used to. Ironic as it sounds, I love the attention, that was never given to me. My brother graduated from SP yesterday. I'm undeniably the most proud sister in the world. I dont blame my brother for the love-corruption in this family. He's a natural favourite. On the morning of Graduation day, my dad reprimanded me for choosing to attend the last day of school. No, it wasnt because he wanted me to attend my brther's graduation ceremony instead. I would've killed to go for that. But I didnt have a choice. I had to return my Results slip & bring home books (which I've carelessly forgotten about). My dad rarely gave me an earful. He always called me his Little Princess that will never grow up. I was thoroughly hurt by my dad's never-ending you've-ruined-all-our-plans lecture.

I dont know if anyone could see the favouritism there. But it definitely could be felt.

This post is so depressing. I was about to list my results, but then my blog will look like an obituary. Depressing, utterly confusing.

I'm actually quite happy. L1R4 of 13, L1R5 of 20 (all thanks to my D7 for A math). I was this close to my dream points of L1R4 9. Screw E math. I used to score A's. What's up with the C5, seriously. The paper was friggin hard okay. Holy effing shitballz. My aim for prelims & O's is 9. I WANT I WANT I WANT!

Life of an O level candidate is oh so morose. Hello laaaaaa. 2-8 June = D&D Camp = let's effing die in school from 8 to 530. I just cant wait for my getaway with Erika to some gaga island. ;) I cant wait for Chinese O's to come & go. I want my A1. ;) Bao zhang bao dao is hell. The only thing I'm worried of for Monday is not having ample time to finish my essay. Grrrrz. I must xcore train already. I CAN DO IT! ;D

Goodluck for Monday, everyone! ;)


*Garage Glamourous.