Thanksgiving.

Okay. Bad idea. The Luckycharm Marshmallow cereals were so tempting. But I've a super low tolerance to lactose & now my tummy hurts. ;O My crappy crappy tummy. ;( It's so pain I can cry. Like, I didnt cry when I got my piercings done. BUT THIS HURTS MAN! >;[ & I've been wanting to throw up since just now. V v terrible. ;(

Anyways. Earlier today, I went to Lot1 to meet my love. ;) Yongqin was there to criticise me, as always. Bought jelly mix & cupcake stuffs & headed to my boy's place to nua nua & nua somemore. My lovely Daddy came to pick me up. Darling, please dont feel that way. It makes me feel v v jialat y'know?

The wonderful cereal cost $10.95. Ohmygod, faints.

My brother's booking out tomorrow. My maid finally changed my sheets to the comfy comfy red ones. ;) I guess I'll be sleeping a whole lot now. Heeheee!

Thanksgiving's over I guess. & I dont celebrate it. But I'll just actact a little.

#1. I'm thankful for the wonderful parents I have. Favouritsm is normal since I've an older brother. But my Dadfy always makes up to his little princess. He's the best.
#2. I'm thankful I got my chance at true love with my dearest. I love you, dardar!
#3. I'm thankful to have 1 v v close friend/cousin/godsis. She's all I need. If I have to survive with just 1 friend, it would be Erika.
#4. I'm thankful O's are finally over.
#5. I'm thankful God made me a stronger & more sensible girl this year. I kicked bad habits which I am v proud of.
#6. I'm thankful this year my Momster made the effort to get to understand me better.
#7. I'm thankful no one in my family (besides my Grandma) was hospitalised thus far.

I'll start thanking if I remember to.

Thanksgiving is when we own up to our mistakes too & then New Year's is when we set new resolutions. So, 1 step at a time.

I'm sorry my dearest Clique for not spending alot of time with yall till sometimes yall forget to jio me out. Then I get angry. But what for? It isnt your fault. It's me who distant myself, making it imperative for yall to ocassionally un-include me.

I'm sorry my love. I know I've been a handful this year. At the beginning I was such an Angel. Then I started to take you for granted. But I've learnt my lesson & once again, love yah tonz!

I'm sorry my King (Daddy). Sometimes I throw tantrums & lock myself in the room & start cursing & swearing at you (silently). It's a fact, it'll be a long way till I really grow up.

I'm sorry Mummy for always referring to you as Momster. It's a habit. But it's a cute nickname, hor?

I'm sorry, God. I didnt go to church this year. ;( Actually, till now I dont believe salvation is in church or that if one wants time with God it has to be at church. It's in the heart. & I still pray almost everynight before I go to bed.

I'm sorry to myself. I always let myself down. & I dont takecare of my health properly. ;(


Nonetheless, I'm v v proud of the person I am now. I'm a changed person. Others may beg to differ whether it's change for good or bad. But I think I'm much more 'guai' this year. ;) All thanks to my boy, of course. I've learnt so much just by being together with him.

Awhrights. 1 plus going 2 already. I must takecare of my health. Thanks everyone for tolerating my nonsense. There'll be more nonsense to come. ;)

♥X.