You know how to appreciate me. I must stick with you, my baby.

Earlier on, 100109.





090109.





















080109 @ SP.



Joy.


Idk how to begin but, I'm sorry girls. I know words can never be taken back & everything I said will leave a scar & a mark on our friendship for a damn long time. So, I understand if yall cant trust me anymore, better yet forgive. I wont expect things to be like how it was already. & I know this is entirely my fault but it really hurts to lose a listening ear like you (you know who you are). Every single one of you 13 girls are practically 'life' to me. & I guess I've lost it. I'm sorry.

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WOW.TODAY.I.CONFIRM.SUEY >;'(

I took 170 & realised I do not have money in my ezlink. I paid cash but was 5 cents short. I LOST MY WALLET. I took the wrong train home. I missed the ticketing machine.

I still cant believe my $500 pink Raoul wallet is gone. It was from my mom last Christmas 08. & my $200 cash, ATM card, ezlink & IC = G-O-N-E, gone! >;'( Qi si wo le, F dulan manz. Whoever took it is sure one huge F of a gun. You'll be cursed for life, I swear!

Erika was practically my boyfriend for the day. She paid for everything, we killed time at the rooftop at Vivo, staring at the sea, cursing & swearing at the sky & watched Ponyo together. I love her! ;) Oh, & get this. We saw both our ex-flames at Bugis. Whatthehellz right? I know! HAHAHA!

& we wanna watch The Haunting of Molly Hartley when it comes out cause CHACE CRAWFORD is in it! & so is the ugly BH90210 girl. But it comes out Jan 15 & it's NC16. Ahhhhh! So, I'll watch it on dvd. Yayyyyyy, cant wait!

2009 has def been super unlucky for me. Suey dao di leh. I dont want ;( How to reverse? I think I seriously need to consult a Fortune Teller. But if I do, God will never forgive me. Howhowhow? >;'(

Super huge sigh. So anyways. Sunday has inevitably became Mom's side day since my Grandfather passed on a month ago. It's all in the name of not letting emo thoughts get the better of my Grandma now that her love is gone. & I'm not complaining cause we always get to eat awesome lunch & I get to see my aunts & cousins from my Mom's side ;) Tomorrow, again!

I wish you'd be by my side 24/7 cause it seems you chase my bad luck away. Heeheee! Can?


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