I just wanna make you feel like you never did.

Everyone's got the effing Monday blues. Nostalgia overwhelmed me as I thought of the past. People change. Drastically. I missed it when you were nothing but yourself. Now, you dont even make sense of your words. Geez.

I dread Monday-s, Tuesday-s, Wednesday-s & Thursday-s. Feels like crap to wake up at such an unearthly hour, struggle to fight with the glaring bathroom light & occasionally stumble all over the floor. & if I'm lucky enough, I wont go to school with the most ugliest panda eyes. Hahaha. Oh, school. Just cant wait to be done with it! Stupid teen social-life murderer. School = social suicide >;( Hmph!

So after 123456789 years, I PASSED MY CHEMISTRY TEST! Ohmyflyinggod right? I passed! 16/25. Many others in passed, but even the blind could tell it wasnt their original answers. Cheapskate-cheapthrills. Whatever man. I'm just so proud of myself. However, I failed overall. & my grades are disgusting/embarrassing & an utter disappointment. I've got two E8's, a D7, a C6, a B3, an A2 & an A1. I think it' really unfair. My whole point of dropping to combined science is purely due to the fact that I (obviously) suck in Pure Physics & Chemistry. The least I could do is get motivating grades once I've dropped. But guess what? I'm still doing everything pure. Only O's are combined. Hell, it's no wonder I'll still get horrible grades. I admit, I'm really not up to that standard.

Sorry for pinning such high hopes on me, I'm such a let-down. & I think I'm down for one-on-one parent-teacher meeting. *please please please, I need a miracle*.

Emo crap aside. I'm so happy now that I can finally un-slient my phone. I was so embarrassed of my super ohbiang ringtone (blushes!) & all thanks to Alicia, my I finally have a ringtone to be proud of: Poker Face ;) & she wont teach me how to tweak it. Nonetheless, what a genius! She even extracted the chorus only ;D

I really promise to study very very hard from now on. & I'm not saying this to just anyone. I'm promising this to myself. I CAN/MUST/WILL. Fret not, & dont get shocked when you see Mid Year report card. At least 3 A's & the rest nothing less than a B. I can do it!

hopeXloveXfaith.