Like they do in Texas Plays'.

I wonder what's up with the world these days, do you? It feels like practically everyone's wearing super thick stage make-up to hide their faces which they obviously dont dare to show. But why? Beats me. Another day at school, a little more of ______ makes me feel super nauseated. I no longer have that sense of nostalgia cause I've learnt that one day, we're all better off. So why not start now?

The school is really trying to kill us with homework-overload. Teachers are daylight murderers, no doubt about that. I'm trying very very hard to put every little drop of effort I can squeeze out of me & into my studies. If I dont keep up, I'm gonna fail. Miserably. I still dream of getting 9 points for my O's. I know it's a big dream, but anything's possible. Who knows, the sky might really fall one day.

Today, I studied for a full 8 hours & danced my A off for 2 effing hours. Talk about exhausting! I'm drained, physically & mentally. Nonetheless, I'm gonna attempt my holiday assignments. Hope I emerge alive & victorious! *winks.

I have to study hard, explain to Daddy why I got E8 for Physics & A maths & D7 for Chemistry ;( & lose 4kg. Way to go, Vanessa.


Hope, Love & Faith.