I HATE STEROIDS, xcore xcore.

Happy eve of Xmas eve, people.

It has to be times like this when I realise who really loves me & cares if I'm dead or alive. Thanks nice people. ;)

Again, I woke up at 8am. Have been sleeping with my Mom cause she wants to make sure I'm okay. & she wakes up 730am for work everyday & makes breakfast for me. How nice. ;) Then I'd stumble off bed, wash up, still be in my comfy PJs & eat breakfast, my 6 steroid pills plus another pill & then I'll be doing nothing, watching tv till Daddy comes home. Life's boring for me. Really. I dont even call this life.

Like, how can life of a 16 year old teenage girl be so miserable. Hello, I was sick ever since a week after O's. Till now. I havent been able to enjoy my holidays & reults are about to be out. feels insanely terrible. ;( & have I mentioned I AM ONLY FRIGGIN 16!

Now, I'm only looking forward to tomorrow where Mommy & Daddy will return home with Roast Beef + Honey Baked Ham + Sushi + Sausage wrapped w bacon + Fruitcake!

I dont really have the luxury to eat yummy food like fishfingers, nuggets, fries & whatnot. ;(

Spare me the agony, I'm only 16. ;(


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