Strike 3, I'm out.

Hi darlings.

How's everyone doing? Better than me, I hope.

I havent updated for over a week & I apologise. I've been in & out of Gleneagles. Hospitalised, put on drip, countless bloodtests & whatnot. They really took a ton of blood from me, 4 days a row man. That was a killer.

So I was diagnosed with CMV, a viral infection. Eveyone was literally overjoyed cause the doctor had earlier suspected Lupus. Then another bloodtest came & I'm Systemic Lupus positive. Oh god.

So now, I'm on steroids which will make me fat, particularly on my face. Like, my face isnt round enough. =.= This sucks. I've a butterfly rash across my cheeks, that's typical of anyone suffering from Lupus.

I HATE LUPUS. It is chronic. I feel like a vampire cause I cant get sun exposure & I must eat all those healthy food. Sighs. Life is at an all-time low for me now. I've to go back for more urine & bloodtests asap to confirm if the Lupus has affected my kidneys. I really really hope not. They'll have to give me countless injections & higher steroid dosage whihc will make me even fatter!

;(


Anyways. Xmas is just around the corner. All I want for Xmas is to get well soon.

I was away for quite long so thought I'd reply the tags here.

to psb: Cold storage, if I'm not wrong. But they are like effing expensive.

to Reader: Not sure at the moment. Will update whenever I can. ;)

to PASSER-BY: $888 if I'm not wrong. My Touchpro is by far the best phone I've ever used. It's been a year already. The bows can be found in any accessory shop. ;)

to pb: Thanks hun. ;)

to pb: I'm not sure, it was a birthday present from my mom.

to debbie cousin: Thanks & see yah soon. ;)


Awhright, back to reality. I cant lead a normal lifestyle anymore. Hope my condition stabilises soon. Hope my tests will prevail the face that I'm fine. It's gonna be a very boring Xmas & New Year for me. I cant imagine going back to get my results & no one would be able to recognise me. ;(

I cant even have 1% of stress in my life cause it will cause my Lupus to get even more angry. Oh btw, Lupus is a condition where my immune system goes haywire & attacks my body. It's quite serious cause it's life-long.


X.